bad bitch

I guess I made this blog because my best friend got a boyfriend and she doesn't really have/make time for me anymore, so now I have no one to talk to. This shit reminds me of junior high and updating my livejournal every day after school, hahahahah. I'm just going to post pictures of clothes I want, pictures of my baby Colton, sweet things he tells me, etc. I have no life, I'll admit it. It's just work and school, I don't trust anyone so I guess that's why I roll "one deep". I cried to Colton about how I have no friends and he told me "It's because you're a bad bitch baby, your the coolest chick I know, actually the coolest person I know, you're just intimidating to approach". If only people knew that I hung out with my dogs all day. And if I'm feeling lonely I'll pick up my niece and nephew and take them to the beach or to watch a kids movie or just spoil the fuck out of them.

I'm just a lonely ass girl and I know it's because I push everyone away. And if I make exception, in the case with my best friend, they end up pushing me away. So fuck it